Self destruction is such a pretty little thing. ~

~ . . . Amy. 14. Single. Bisexual. Mayday Parade. Three Days Grace. A Day To Remember. Adele. Simple Plan. Lifehouse. The Beatles. Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Blink 182. Coldplay. Green Day. Eve 6. Bon Iver. . . ~
I never feel good enough, for myself or anyone else. Writing, art, fashion, and music are all so important to me. They're what keep me alive. I wish I could make everyone happy, because everyone deserves to be happy. I tend to act kind of awkward around people sometimes. I always put other people before myself. I fall for people too easily, and I hate getting attached to people because I always end up getting hurt.. I have a couple regrets weighing me down, don't we all? Living can get hard to do, I'm dealing with self harm and depression, but I can honestly say I would never give my life up that easily. Life is a crazy roller coaster, and if I said I've never thought about taking my life that would be a lie. But every time I do, I find something that keeps me here. Society has changed so much over the years. Skinny girls being called fat, beautiful girls being called ugly, kids that try so hard being called stupid. Honestly, the world isn't fucked up, it's just the people. No one can really change it. But we all have our place here in this crazy world, and mine just happens to be in this pretty town called Northampton. I'm living my life, just to see where it takes me. I wish I could go back to a few months ago, and make sure you never slipped away. I should have showed you how much I loved you. Things all ended and fell apart so fast. I now see you and your girlfriend, my former best friend, together everyday. But hey, that's life. You gain some, you loose some. And there's really nothing you can do about it but move on. So that's what I'm doing- moving on.
I will always be here for anyone who needs advice, or just wants to talk. You're not alone, and I promise that you can make it through anything, no matter how tough. You're beautiful, and your problems don't define you, they just make you human.

Even on my weakest days i get a little bit stronger~